When somebody walks out of your life who you love dearly, your heart feels like it's being ripped into a million pieces. It doesn't matter how hard you try to win someone back into your life, it's their choice whether they want to take that step back into it. I have never felt so empty and lost and angry with myself. I have tried to roll over in my duvet and forget about everything but even that doesn't seem to help. I wish I could say everything's okay but I know this is completely different and I've lost everything. I just wish you would comply with the wishes I grant but they never seem to last. I will always love you even on days like today when you hate me more than any other person. I will always stick by you, maybe not physically but in my head we will always be two. You are the best thing to have ever walked in my life. I am sorry.